This post comes from my heart and it is honest. PLEASE no negative comments. Don't dirty this experience of mine. Thanks.Church was special for me tonight. Pastor Jentezen was there and as always, very inspiring. The choir was so good that they sent shivers of electricity through me and everyone there. During the ble...ssings I started to get emotional and started to tear up. Alexis and Jim asked if I was ok. I told them I was fine but had a unusual feeling come over me. It was a feeling of sadness for Tammy. I know she is in pain and going through a lot these days.It was strange but nice to feel such unselfish compassion for someone who has cause such personal pain for me. It gave me such a feeling of power over my despair and
heartache. GOD bless her and our 4 beautiful children.












