Secret Scene: Mikayla
"...people helping, I still won."
Christine is worried by Mikayla's display of physical strength.
Mikayla: It's so much noisier over here.
Christine: Oh, yeah. It's crazy. You think New York City's bad.
Mikayla: It may not be gunshots, and police sirens, and trains, but...
Christine (solo): ...to have Mikayla here this morning, because I was showing her around. I showed her the Polynesian chestnuts, and they were very, very high.
Christine: The pure green ones that are ALL THE WAY UP THERE are good.
Mikayla: I'll get one down. It might take me a few. This isn't my...
<she begins throwing rocks at the tree branches, and finally begins pulling them down to get to the chestnuts>
Christine (solo): Mikayla, being the physical person that she is, started pulling down the tree. And we got a few down. Then again, when she pulled down that branch, I thought, yep, she is definitely a physically strong person. If the duel has anything to do with physical strength, I have to dig really deep to bring it.
<they debate over which chestnuts to bring back>
Mikayla (solo): Coming to Redemption Island has been a bit of a breath of fresh air, I guess you could say. Me and Christine, we did connect. But I'm going into the duel focused. I'm not exactly intimidated by Christine. She has won 4, but I'm younger, and stronger, and I think I'm faster if it's something that's physical. I would think I had the upper hand at this point, but I don't want to be looked at as a failure.
<walking back to their shelter>
Christine: These are honest-to-goodness delicious when they're boiled.
Mikayla: Oh really?
The Duel Was Intense
Christine reveals how nerve wracking the duel with Mikayla was for her.
"The duel was very intense against Mikayla. It was nerve-wracking. I really had to focus. It went to the last second. "
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"Not only was the audience cheering for Mikayla, they were helping her. They were telling her which boards to go next. So she just had to run and say, 'OK, the one next to your foot.' She just picked it up and put it on. So..."
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"When it was happening, it was a little annoying, but then, when I won, I was kind of happy that even with..."
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"...people helping, I still won."
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"Albert and Sophie were a lot closer to Mikayla than they were to me. So I almost expected them..."
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"...to help her more than myself."
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"They clearly did not want me to win at all. So when the merge happens, or when I go back into the game, I'm still a free agent. I'm not going to definitively decide Savaii or Upolo. I have to see where I fit the best, what's the best for me."
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"Whichever side will get me further in the game is my strategy. I'm going to go in and just listen to what people have to say, and take with me all the information that the people who have passed through here have given me, take all that into consideration, and then make my decision."
Mikayla: The Day After
Mikayla reflects on her time in the game the day after she lost the duel on Redemption Island.
"What I learned about myself here is I'm a very strong woman, and it definitely intimidates, I think."
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"Brandon from the beginning was intimidated by me, didn't think he could trust me. He's definitely not used to having a powerful woman around. He's talked about his wife and she's a very yes, whatever you say, passive woman. Me, nuh-uh. If I don't like the way something sounds...he did not like that. And also Coach. Coach noticed that I had an opinion, just like Christine and Stacey, and he did not want it."
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"I wasn't gonna fall for it, and that's definitely a reason why I'm gone."
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"From the beginning, the survival aspect was hard for me. Once you get over the hump about not eating, you only get so much at the beginning of the day. You get a banana, you get this and that. Once I got over that, it became the social part. If you talk too much to too many people, and people are looking at you like, 'Oh no, are they trying to figure an alliance out?' Then if you don't talk to too many people, they're like, 'Well, she's not talking to me. She must not be on my side, or not like me.' You're damned if you do and damned if you don't. The social part got to me. At home, if I don't like somebody, I just don't talk to them. Why waste your time with someone you don't like? Being out here, there's people I don't like, and having to talk to them, was like stabbing myself in the eye trying to make conversation."
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"My favorite part of the game that I actually remember - there was actually two moments. Our first challenge, the basketball thing. It took me a couple of times to get the hang of it, those coconuts were heavy, and I was trying to shoot them like a basketball. I was like, 'I'm gonna have to throw them.' Once I got to throwing them, our thing was just teetering, and I hit the chain with a coconut. It went down, and I saw a flag go up, and I'm like, holy crap, we just won. We just won the first team challenge. I remember turning around and seeing Stacey in mid-air, come up, and tackle me. We are in it. We are in it. I get chills thinking about that. Just seeing her face, their mouths open, screaming, coming at me. Also, the other challenge when we had to take the surfboards and run down. I remember Coach and Edna were up there and they were placing parts of the mask together, and all the sudden I was pulling the last part, trying to figure which way to go next, and I just hear screaming, and I hear Jeff saying, 'Upolo,' and I'm like, 'We just won.' I had no idea we'd won. Everybody's just coming in and I'm like, 'We won.' I wasn't expecting it, I thought we had more to do. Once I started putting the holes through I was like <screams>. It was great. It was an amazing moment. We did it, we won. Let's go."
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"I am so happy with the way I played the game. I never gave in to being a follower. I always stuck to my guns. Obviously I didn't do enough, stay in and kiss people's butts. I don't kiss people's butts, I do not give in, and I'm not a follower. I kept to my morals, I stuck my ground, and love me or hate me, this is who I am. I'm not gonna give into your BS, I'm not gonna believe it, or pretend I do. I just feel..."
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"People are intimidated by women who know what they want and what they believe in. We're not stupid. Some of us are, and they want to ride coattails all the way to the end, but nobody's gonna give you a million dollars because you never did anything, you never even stuck to your guns, you never even had a voice. If I didn't like something, I talked about it."
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"I know what I want, and coming out of this, I'm so determined. I'm not gonna - if I want something, I'm gonna go for it. If I can get through this, with no food, barely enough even energy to get me by, where if I stand up, I black out. I have all these great tools at home to make something so great. Don't let it fly by. You're only young once, and I'd hate to be older and think why didn't I do that. I'm never going to regret anything I've done, and I'm just so happy that I played the way my family said. 'You're always going to be a leader, don't give into that BS and be a follower.' So I'm very happy.


