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A lot of people have been writing to me and asking about the meaning of my song.  I wrote the last part years ago and I chose to finish it while I was on the show, because it means something different to me now.  

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Brother, sister, mother, father sleeping, standing underwater.

( I have a brother, a sister, a mother, and a father — My dad passed away from cancer a little over a year ago and it felt like we were all in a very sad dream. )

Sinking, swimming, floating, dreaming forward moving, backward thinking.

(sickness, fighting, hospital care, death — he went into remission, and then another biopsy came back and it had metastasized.)

Brother

Sister

Mother

Father

1 2 3 4 underwater.  1 2 3 4 underwater. 

(1.2.3.4 — the amount of family members I have. Underwater —  it felt like we were all experiencing this together and it was a very helpless situation/as if one was drowning.)

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This song isn’t meant to be gloomy which is why I made it so vague.   I hope it can mean something different to everyone.  I just think about my dad a lot and it was heavy on my heart while we were filming.