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I really wish Joshuah could read it, too.

Well, that's certainly my hope.

While I like the banner idea, I think it is too risky to attach all of that to the back of a small aircraft. We wouldn't want to risk breaking FAA regulations and possibly harm an innocent pilot.

Glad you all have enjoyed the rants. Can't promise them all the time, but will see what he does next to provoke me. I need at least half an hour to spare to write that kind of shit, too.

I'm hopeful that he will certainly come to Sucks to read his reviews. After all, this is THE place to go post-production if you're a reality whore.

Generally speaking, if I post that much on a message board, I am usually doing it for either entertainment value or to actually help someone, or both. Yet in this case, I am not sure of my motivation other than my obvious disgust with this little sub-human stain. Cathartic, I guess. It seem highly unlikely that he CAN be helped -- certainly not from message board postings. And I certainly don't care how miserable HE remains for the rest of his life.

Yet... I do have genuine concerns for the people around him who are forced to interact with the little dancing gnome through no fault of their own.

I guess for this reason and this reason alone, I'd strongly urge Joshuah to seek professional help.

I briefly peeked at the crying-jag video that is posted here, and even his %%!$@ are self-serving and fraudulent. I think for the first five seconds he is actually crying from shame, hating himself (and rightly so). But then there's a transition moment when you can tell that he wants to open his eyes a little and take a peek to see if the camera is pointed at him, filming his deceptive "contrition." You know... like when a five-year-old burst into theatric %%!$@ in hopes of convincing his Mommy to buy him an ice cream cone.

It was truly pathetic.

What bothers me about gay Joshuah clones is that they fall into this psychological trap of self-delusion, believing that their sexuality is something sacred and untouchable (well, Joshuah IS untouchable, but mostly because he's just so slimy). Anyone who dares to infer that being gay is NOT, in fact, any sort of grounds for adulation -- these devolved pansies fly into a defensive rage and attack, attack, attack.

Notice how he dismissed everything about Ryan and summed him up with a shrug, stating that his family was essentially hum-drum and that Ryan himself is an uninteresting, average straight guy? Whatever you feel about Ryan, it is this kind of distancing from anyone and anything that is NOT gay-related that restricts these types of people and allows them to retreat further and further into their own little pseudo-world of dance party mixes and pop-culture drivel.

Being gay can be a gift or a curse -- but it is YOUR choice what you make of it. This is 2008: being gay NOW is not the same as being gay in any other period of history.

I always knew deep inside that I was gay, but I was lucky in that in only took me a year to come to terms with it. It sounds silly in retrospect, but when I was seventeen I thought that if I were to ever actually admit to being gay, I'd HAVE to turn into a horrid little beast like Joshuah -- I'd HAVE to "act" gay and be hated and recognized as such in my daily life. I wasn't sure how this transition would take place, but for some reason I just thought that maybe "gayness" would creep up on me and I'd suddenly start arranging flowers and hanging framed, poster-sized photos of naked men around my home.

What delights me most about the gay community is exactly that thing which we profess to be so proud of: DIVERSITY.

Once I realized that EVERY type of person can be gay and still be whoever they actually are, I was relieved. I wouldn't have to take lisping lessons after all!

The "challenge" in being gay is that for us, the world is pretty much geared away from what we feel inside. It's inside-out, upside-down and backward. TV, movies, music, advertising, magazines... all of this is targeted to straight people, and rightly so: they are the majority. There are love-songs and romantic films that appeal to my emotions, yet they are almost all about a man and woman. Any other gays change the pronoun "she" to "he" in a song when they sing it aloud?

So what do we do? Adapt and embrace our unique place in the world -- or flip out and go on a psychological rampage, feeling that we are neglected and unimportant to the rest of the world?

Joshuah's choice is clear. He cannot overcome his sexuality -- it has consumed him.

Most gays do not take this dangerous road. Most of us use this backward world we live in to our advantage. We learn compassion for other people, we learn how NOT to treat those around us who are different. We learn empathy, and we learn exactly what kind of window treatments are appropriate and what are not!

Being gay is only as difficult as you want to make it. Even for gays who are obviously gay, it's just not that big of a deal anymore (but again, Idaho can be a dangerous place, so we tend to vacation at Yellowstone instead).

Being straight isn't necessarily an easy life, either. And gays are NOT the only people who can benefit from feeling out of place in the world.

There is, in fact, nothing more HUMAN than sometimes feeling out of place.

It is that unique core of humanity which Joshuah ignores and degrades.

Anyway, if he sparks something new to infuriate me, I'll come rant about him some more.

Please understand that I don't get the feeds and that I don't have much time to browse all the threads here, so new events in the house are not always available to me. I may be behind the times as compared to some of you folks who pay closer attention to the hamsters. Mostly I watch the on-air broadcast and that is enough.

I'll say this, though: I was HATING this season at first, but it's gotten better. I look forward to watching Joshuah humiliate himself three times a week on the tube, and I'm glad he's doing it 24 hours a day online, too.

And while Ryan IS dumb as a stump, he's nice to look at. But we've got to have a talk with him about that absurd beard-thing he's got going on.