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SucksSucks wrote:

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Hey Kathy you don't like me do you? Why?

Because when I say 'SucksSucks' really fast my food flys out of my mouth and then I have to get up and get a napkin

FINGER STORY (continued)


Then, I started thinking..................

I had a lot of expectations put on me, by myself included. I had told people that I would not quit. Because I, like all of you, hate the quitters. And I know Jeff hates the quitters too. And Jeff intimidates me.

So, I started thinking about Jonathan and how medical told him he HAD to leave. Just so you know, I would have traded places with Jonathan in a heartbeat. I felt so bad because he wanted to stay in that game and I could see how devastated he was when they told him he had to go. I thought how unfair it was that I was still there and he was gone.

After we found out that there would be no challenge that day, (which I cannot state enough how much a person looks forward to challenges just to break up the monotony especially after spending a day and a half in a cave) I continued to think about how I could go out on a medical. You know, save face and all. We kept winning challenges and as you know, I told my tribe I didn't have it in me to throw a challenge just to go to tribal. I think that's cheating.

At that time, if and when I could sleep, I was having almost like POW dreams. I was in a tiny bamboo cage, it's raining, no one would help me get out. I dreamt I was in the sewer with my hand out asking for people to help me, and they would laugh at me and throw garbage at me. I know. Retarded right? True mental breakdown.

So I got the idea that I could go chop open a coconut, put my finger in such a position that I could "accidently" chop off a fingertip. I figured that I didn't play piano or the guitar, and they make pretty good looking fake fingertips and that I really wouldn't miss one of them. Then I could just hold up my hand and yell "MEDIC!" and they would whisk me away. The perfect plan. I don't quit, and I don't have to stay any longer waiting to be voted out.


That's when I knew maybe it was time for me to go.


To be continued................

Seven Inch Gaboner wrote:

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Are you serious about cutting off a finger to retain dignity?

Wow. You are seriously one fucked up loser.

Forwarding story to child protective service now.

Back then at that moment, yes.

And Thank you. I've been called worse by better people than you.

And if you're here, I doubt you'd know how to find the number in a phone book. But, thanks for your concern. It's people like you who make America great.