"I'm doing this for my kid, and for money. I have a lot of things I'd like to square away in real life, and this is an opportunity of a lifetime. I"m sure that's so cliche, but it kind of is. I'm at this point where what do I have to lose? I'm at a point in my life where I need to change something. This is not what I was expecting, but when the opportunity arose, oh God, I would regret not doing it. At the stake of my reputation, but like I said, I don't care what anybody thinks. But yeah, I'm out here so I can square away some financial things for me and some members of my family. That's what I hope to do. And I want to fly helicopters. I can do that with this. That's a big thing."